Random Thoughts…

Why am I less than?

Am I less than?

Maybe I’m not less, maybe I’m more and they want me to think I’m less because no one wants to be the lesser

I look weak because I waver, stand tall to look mighty

How can I expect anyone to love me if I dont like myself

You cant take care of others if you’re suffering

No one wants to be forgotten, yet so many try to forget

If you fail yourself, you’re no good to anyone

Dont let them steal your heart, you deserve to love the way you choose

You will always have been my baby boy, no badass attitude will change that

Your shitty attitude might change my future, but it cant take away my memories…they will always be mine

He will never forget his grandma with whom he shared so much, you can hide the pictures, but you cant erase the memory

You’re only a victim to their cruelty if you allow yourself to be

Everyone is capable of hurting someone, it takes a good person to admit it, it takes a better person to control the urge.

Time to unzip and say what needs to be said

Published by Dazedmother

I'm a middle aged working woman. I have raised four boys of which my baby is 17. Motherhood began at age 17 for me. For 30 years every choice I've made was as a mother. This past year, two of my sons have decided life is better without me. I'm a mom, a grandma, a wife that was divorced and now remarried. Here I am, still trying to figure out this thing called life.

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