To My Dearest Love

From day one to today so much about me and my life has changed.  I’m no longer as independant, or as much the “me against world” girl that I used to be.  I am more fragile, I am uncertain, it’s no secret that I have become an emotional/mental mess much of the time.  I want you to know, it’s important to me that you know, something that has stayed the same is me loving you. You are always being strong for both of us and it started on the Bakken before we even knew.  You were there for your purpose and I was there for mine, but when the chips fell, you chose to take care of both of us and you haven’t stopped since.  I love how you tend me and my needs.  It’s the first time in my life anyone has made me feel like a princess.  You have spoiled me in a way I never thought I would experience or that I deserved.   I never imagined someone would love me like you do, much less would make me that promise and follow it through.  Thank you.  Thank you for every day from the first one till now. We come from two different worlds but we desire the same things: Love, Loyalty, Respect & Honesty.  It hasn’t been easy, our time together, but we continue to make it through.  We have already weathered several bigger storms in our short time together than couples who have had a lifetime.  It’s important I tell you, and for you to believe, that you can have weak days too.  No one can be the strongest, the sole burden carrier, the protector every moment of every day.  We need each other, we are a team, we are Mr. & Mrs.  Even though you hold me up, it doesn’t mean I can’t hold you up too.  You are allowed your time to “let it all out”, I can be strong for you.  I realize at times it may seem like I’m no longer capable, but we are living this life together so not only do I need you to be strong for me, I need you to know that I can and will be strong for you.  We are STRONGER TOGETHER. Along with our future happiness, we will surely face more hard times, difficult situations, tough decisions and more sadness together. But I know without any doubt that together we can make it through.  Just as you’ve “got me”, I’ve “got you”.  I love you dear husband.  I love you.  

Published by Dazedmother

I'm a middle aged working woman. I have raised four boys of which my baby is 17. Motherhood began at age 17 for me. For 30 years every choice I've made was as a mother. This past year, two of my sons have decided life is better without me. I'm a mom, a grandma, a wife that was divorced and now remarried. Here I am, still trying to figure out this thing called life.

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