First Encounter

Well back to the past that forever changed who I am today. This weekend is my nieces graduation. Our entire family came to show support by having a family gathering. My sister did not invite my estranged son, his wife or my grandson. I’m guessing she didn’t because she doesn’t agree with what they’ve doneContinue reading “First Encounter”

To My Dearest Love

From day one to today so much about me and my life has changed.  I’m no longer as independant, or as much the “me against world” girl that I used to be.  I am more fragile, I am uncertain, it’s no secret that I have become an emotional/mental mess much of the time.  I wantContinue reading “To My Dearest Love”

Breath taking

I couldn’t catch my breath. The initial excitement and shock-n-aw was over and there I stood in the kitchen with supper cooking on the stove, tears streaming down my face so hard I couldn’t see. My heart pounding, my hands shaking, gasping for breath as I cry so hard my body forgets to breath. MyContinue reading “Breath taking”

Validate

There’s that word again.  Why do we think we need to be validated?  Speaking from the viewpoint of a self loather the need for others to validate not so much me, but my ideas is much greater than it should be. In fact, some days it makes the difference between a good day or aContinue reading “Validate”

I’m Alive Validate Me

I haven’t posted in a while. Funny I thought being home more would mean I would write so much more. Instead, I have found myself catching up on all the things I have neglected the past 2 years because of my depression. I have painted, planted flowers, started walking 5 to 10 miles a dayContinue reading “I’m Alive Validate Me”